I honestly was just going to leave the title to this and not write anything because it pretty much sums up everything, however, i know some people are a sucker for details and rather than call/text everyone and give the story a billion times, i figured i'd bite the bullet and type it out.
Went to see Cherie this morning. I prefer to see Cherie, even though she is sometimes labeled the "mean" one, because she always tells me what is actually going on and not what i want to hear. According to Cherie, i am BARELY a fingertip dilated, infact if she had given me my exam on Monday she would have said i still was not dilated. Oh joy, bubble burst. She also said that if it weren't for the u/s results saying Ike was measuring ahead she would have said that my EDD was way off. There was no laughter or joking in the exam room today, i seriously have the cervix that out does Fort Knox; nothing getting in, nothing getting out.
So basically my mother was here for no reason, leaves Saturday and will miss meeting Ike completely. My sister flies in tomorrow (yipee!!!!! finally SOME good news) and will be here to celebrate my birthday, but will most likely miss Ike as well. But here's the thing...
Cherie has me down on Monday, the 29th (my birthday) to call at 6am and report that i am taking yet another dose of Cytotec. Then Jim and i will go to my 8:45am appt (my sister will come too) and this appointment is labeled as a "Labor Start". Supposedly Cherie thinks that they can get Ike to come out on my birthday and i just know that that will NOT happen, but part of me still really hopes it does. I know, i know, at this point it's just stooooopid to get my hopes up, but how can i help it? Anyway, those are the details. I am going to try my best to not get hopeful at every twinge, but i really don't know if i can do that. I am also going to ask that for any of my friends and family that are church members and will be fasting this Sunday, if they wouldn't mind adding me to their list of prayers because i am seriously just crying out of frustration; i want to meet my son.
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At least with you posting, we know and so maybe you won't get people bugging you for updates. Get LOTS of rest when you can, you will need it TO get Ike here and after Ike gets here! When do you see your MW again?
I can't remember nor what your EDD was /is but I was going to tell you, I measured ahead too. Maybe boys are just measure ahead type people. We were all surprised because I'm so small/short!
Well we are praying...maybe he is just waiting to suprise you on your b-day. I hope and pray he come then or before!
I wont even tell you the news I got at my apt...Not a good apt I am wanting to cry already.
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